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Booom!我炸了。

Skyfall 三 今天太丧了。。真希望所有不愉快都能像我的文一样迅速过去


突然告白

W大学人才辈出,我只能这么说。音乐节,舞台上光芒四射的年轻人们似乎都很眼熟,但又与以往截然不同,年轻人果然是要放飞自我才好。
我和伊万并肩坐在一起,抱着爆米花桶和可乐瓶在人群里摇啊摇。
人很多,很吵,但是,没有人关注我们,大家都被舞台吸引去了所有的注意力,不知怎的,我竟然有一丝丝窃喜和放松,紧绷了许久的神经也放松了下来,音乐晚会接近尾声,可是在场的观众人数不减--据说晚会的压轴是全校最火的自建乐队Pink Flash,而且演出最后会有烟火盛宴,所有人都很期待。
在多半是女孩子的尖叫声中,大名鼎鼎的Pink Flash乐队终于登场了!
我眯起眼睛,伸长了脖子去看那几个人。主唱站在最前面,一头稻草般的金发,抢眼的粗眉毛,祖母绿的眸子和白皙的皮肤,明明是个尊贵的贵族胚子却硬生生地塞进了黑色皮夹克里,闪闪发光的铆钉几乎能刺瞎人的双眼......
“亚瑟,亚瑟,亚瑟......”女孩子们高声呼喊。
“今天,”主唱亚瑟握住麦克风,修长的手指上套着骷髅形状的戒指,处于天使的本性,我觉得有些碍眼,不过,好在他的声音很好听。“很荣幸能作为压轴节目出场,不枉各位等了那么久,我们一定会认认真真,陪大家,嗨到最后!”
音乐声骤然放大,虽然我分不清摇滚和重金属,但是依然觉得他们很酷,全场的人都拿起了粉色的荧光棒,跟着节拍晃动着,观众席瞬间成了粉色的海洋。
伊万突然转过头来动了动嘴。
“你说什么?”我大声喊。
“我说,好美啊!”他也喊道。
“的确很美!”我笑着喊回去。
伊万愣了一下,慢慢靠近我的耳边。我几乎能感觉到他温热的鼻息喷在我的耳朵上,他的碎发擦过我的脸庞。
“如果你喜欢,我们结婚的时候能比现在的场景美一万倍。”
声音很小,但是,每个字,我都听到了。
怎么回事?伊万他,他,他什么意思?这是表白吗?怎么会?他怎么会......喜欢我呢?
脑海里涌现出一幕幕我们相处的情景:自习室里不小心碰到一起的手,楼梯拐角故意慢走一步撞在一起的肩膀,起床时第一眼就是他发过来的早安,他的笔记上勾勒的属于我的侧脸......
好像所有人都看出来了,除了我。
你真是个迟钝的呆子,王耀!我狠狠拧了自己的脸一下。
可是,我该怎么回应他?喜欢终归喜欢,能不能在一起又是另一码事了--一个在逃的天使和一个单纯的凡人,可能性太小,危险太大。
不可能,我们当然不可能。
残酷而悲伤,清晰的思绪比我那历经百战的剑刃还要锋利,划过心尖,血无声滴落。
我别过头,不敢看他,我知道,只要是那双眼睛,我就怎样都不能拒绝。
舞台上的乐队翻唱着Three Days Grace的《Pain》,字字句句印在心上。
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling down
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
命运弄人,为什么我们就不能像曾经那样迷迷糊糊地过完一辈子呢?
大概是默契吧,伊万没有追问,人生嘈杂,可是我们之间却寂静如夜。
乐队还在演奏,乐声震撼,鼓手的节拍有力,不知哪个点拍在了我的心上,胃突然一拧,疼痛难忍,我跑了。
逃走了。
厕所里,一边哭,一边吐。任凭伊万在门外焦急地询问。
对不起对不起对不起。我只有这一句,却难以开口。

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